can love destroy one's sanity?

seriously,

some secrets are better remain secrets.

at least that permits us the solace of a blissful ignorance.

don't you remember that we were once young and dumb?

and dumb because we were young?

all that we need is to live with the fact that - 

perfection lies only by Allah's side.

i just want you to know that i love you so.

in which it makes me wonder if love can actually destroy one's sanity.

because i'm losing mine.

maybe i really need to learn to put every temptation into its places.

so that i can reclaim my heart.

ppas, 

aug 6th, 2014

mirror

You have no idea how hard I've looked for a gift to bring You. 

Nothing seemed right. 

What's the point of bringing gold to the gold mine, or water to the ocean. 

Everything I came up with was like taking spices to the Orient. 

It's no good giving my heart and my soul because you already have these. 

So I've brought you a mirror. 

Look at yourself and remember me. 

-Rumi-

post thesis submission events

salam wbt.

I think I just wanna have something on the post list. Well, to start over after quite sometimes of not writing is pretty tough if I can say.

So, just to kick some momentum here are few events took place after my thesis submission.

I went to this pre-marriage course with one of my bestie. I think we both had a great laugh over the weekend haha. Can't really recall some of the lessons taught but one important take home message is --------->

marriage is responsibility

And the solemnization. 

To be earnest, there are more than just responsibilities in one's marriage life. It's not like dating that we could dump one another once things got difficult and tough. Over time we'll learn more about ourselves and our spouse. Adjustments and balancing all the way. An open secret of a happy marriage ----------->

Always know that it's only a means to get closer to our Lord and make Him happy.

Reliance is not on ourselves what more on the significant other.

It's Allah, and Allah alone.

So there went the receptions on both sides. It wasn't easy breezy kinda stuff I tell you. I'd like to thank my parents, my siblings, my relatives and kin for holding the most perfect wedding for me. May Allah bless us all till jannah. amiin.

Viva voce.

Hehhh... finally. Three months time for relaxing and forgetting the master-piece is really something. Alhamdulillah all went well. This success is not mine to begin with. It's my parents', my family and friends' and my sv's too. Thank you Allah :)

May Allah ease us all the way to struggle in attaining His blessings and love and forgiveness. 

May Allah help us to remember our purposes of life and hold our feet firm on His deen. 

This life is a test.

May Allah help us through to pass all of the trials and tribulations and make the very day we're standing before Him as the BEST day for us all.

amiin.