lalat-lalat masa pt.1

In the name of Allah, my Lord, my everything, inshaALLAH.

Time Flies.

Yeah, how time flies. I was having this small talk with Kak Azwa (bukan nama sebenar) when she sent me back home from Ansar before I seriously realize it…

Kak Azwa: tak sangka kan? Dah lebih dua tahun kita kenal. Akak ingat lagi waktu tu akak sembang-sembang dengan awak kat Masjid Sunway

Me: eh, haah la kak… hehh… lamanya.

Kak Azwa: Masha Allah.. masa tu awak baru je lagi dengan Kak Siti (bukan nama sebenar). Asyik dok berkepit dua orang je dengan Anis (bukan nama sebenar)

Me: *smiling to myself though I know Kak Azwa would never be able to see that.

It feels like just yesterday, I was sitting in a daurah half-heartedly listening to the pengisian.

It feels like just last two weeks Kak Anis (bukan nama sebenar) and I was having a great time indulging ourselves with Ais Kacang Frado with Kak Siti (bukan nama sebenar) and Kak Akhma (bukan nama sebenar) by the seksyen 2 lake.

It feels like it is just last month I met Syidah (bukan nama sebenar) and have a real great sharing under the coconut tree (err I’m not pretty sure if it was really a coconut tree, but it has the same leaves pattern like what a coconut tree usually has), having vitagen 5 rasa and bytes kegemaran.

It feels like I just met those amazing and sweet adik2 from MSU, having first sitting with Anis Shafikah(bukan nama sebenar) and Hamidah (bukan nama sebenar) etc etc etc.

Yeah.

Having all sorts of items in the list, by right, my argument is certainly irrational and invalid. How come it was justLIKE YESTERDAY…?

It had been y.e.a.r.s.

And Alhamdulillah… I’m still here… in this barren road that nobody could never understand and imagine unless they’re here.

Doing the same thing.

Sharing the same dream.

Hoping for the same promises from our Lord and beloved Prophet SAW.

And I bet, if it is only me and I for sole, I can NEVER get it through.

Thank you Allah, for this chance.

Thank you Allah, for granting me with real great parents, kin and friends ----> surely my wonderful sisters, akhowat fillah.

It’s just more than words can ever say. May Allah bless us and guide us along this journey, inshaALLAH.

p/s: cik yang suka kaler pink, i owe u, for every good single thing i cherish in this life.

may ALLAH bless u :)